another note..

dear people,

terasa seperti hidup ini penuh dengan mimpi2..impian-impian yang entah dari mana datangnya..
aku dah beberapa kali mendapati diri lalai dibuai imaginasi..
ketika sebelum tidur..
ketika kerja...
ketika tengok tv (ya, aku mengelamun sambil menonton Friends..owh, aku rasa watak Joey patut menang oscar or something..ke dah ade?)
ketika memandu kereta..

its true...i space out a lot...
stare at ceilings..at people..at space...

hey, its almost like a hobby...kan kan kan?

wonder if i can put that in my frenster profile,
Male, 21, Its complicated,
loves to space out in public..and sometimes in the toilet too..

im sure that'll attract some interesting people huh?
(ya, aku tak punyai facebook, malas mahu update..myspace ada, tapi terbiar.......pedulikan)


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kepada rakan2 seangkatan, yang kini berada di bawah naugan syarikat2 kejuruteraan..

to put it simply into easily understandable, uncomplicated words...


"Lets go get ourselves a good effin holiday dammit!!!"

aku sirius..betul...

tolonglah..tolong..

si perintih..

mrfusyi

collection of notes to people outhere

dear me,

lets start with a quote

yesterday was history, tomorrow mystery.. and today is a gift, that is why it is called present..

funny thing, it so makes sense, aside the fact that line came from a cartoon movie, i definitely think i can learn from it..

appreciating the now..

the what that we have
the who that we know

stop and smell the flowers..yeah, heard that like a bizillion times..but how far have we swooped down among the bushes for a wiff?

im in fifth gear always it seems..especially for the past couple of months..and i look forward for a chance to stick it into neutral for a bit..

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dear people,

my sympathies to those who look forward to full filling their quota for 4 wives..

why?

lets just say i had a taste...i can categorize them mainly into four different attributes..
theres the always hungry bini,
theres the bowling pro bini,
theres the 'jalan2 sket ilang entah ke mana' bini,
and theres the 'senyum kejap, serious kejap tapi most of the time gelak2' bini,

good thing they get along well..and not become pro-wrestlers bini's..

and good thing im not stuck with them..

lol..

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dear tubby,

i re-act the scene, for my laughter...

action!

"where's my shoe?"

"wa?"

"im effin serious, my shoe is missing!!" (padini style shoes that look like its seen better days)

"err, inside mebe?"

"nope.."

"somebody stole it prolly tubs..guess no taking the LRT home now huh?"*giggles*

the host kindly gave a new pair for the victim to wear, crocodile pula tu..

trade in padini for crocodile..that aint so bad now is it?

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dear seorang.

chin up

pray...and have faith..

rest assured there will always be The Almighty to hear your prayers..

GodWilling.

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dear reader,

im sori im such a lazy ass to update this..but inspiration eludes me these days..

thank goodness nobody is paying me to write, or they'd be pretty frustrated..

lol



sincerely signed..
mrfusyi

miniature

looks like a mini toy chinatown!!

kene tgk besar sket, kecik2 tak nampak..

nampak cam miniature..sket2..

ke tak?

tilt shift photography..interesting

its a dog eat dong world..and only the cunning survives

maafkan aku kalian, aku sudah biarkan arena di sini ketinggalan buat terlalu lama..
aku bilang aku agak selfish, mahu sahaja menjenguk blog rakan2 yang lain, mengharapkan update, tapi diri sendiri keberatan untuk mencoret..

apekah aku bz?

entah, aku rasa macam biasa sahaja hidup..mungkin ini dipanggil writers block..tapi aku bukan penulis, jadi aku rasa sesuai sahaja aku guna term, malas

pedulikan, mari menulis rakan2 jari..mari2..

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politics, hate it or love it..

i came to terms, as i started off my internship program, that the company i shall be serving had "FUTURE" written all over it..after a month i was there, i felt at home, felt being useful and felt that i was doing something with my life.

I had visioned a future there..

that was then, now..

its apparent that there are internal politics that I am not able to overlook, however hard i tried..politics that causes some people to shoot up, and some good honest working people be pushed down the food chain. Politics that go beyond talking behind people's backs. Its this politics that has got me into a sudden change of heart, and makes one to reevaluate the options.

Politics..office politics are the worst of its kind..

I realize, that not everything in this world is achievable thru hard work. Sometimes u have to be able to lick some a*ses to get where u want to..good PR can get u places it seems, eventhough u slack work ethics, and have no output whatsoever..

its the illusion that ure doing work, that is what matters probably..and its a crying shame..

its also amazing how cunning some people are, even if they dont look it..
its a black book, with a floral cover..

id just like to get this done and over with, back to the sanctuary among my peers, and with people who dont have an agenda they'd kill over for..

where hard work actually gets u places, and being a good ass licker gets u no where..

one last year at least.

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its not going anywhere if its still here after all these years..

but i dont want to look for another destination just yet, not just yet.
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i need pictures in my blog, now wudnt that make it more interesting? ;p

ok...reevalution required...me thinks..

Ok, im seriously reevaluating my life's choices..seriously..

hectic week..spent a few days at an oil rig construction site doing system test..and heck..i dont understand how they ken stand the heat..i mustve been sweating a good half liter that day..
being in a construction zone means youd be wearing long sleeves throughout the day..in the blistering heat!!!

to make things a little bit more hard is the fact that the eng in charge is away..so the solution?
send in two trainees to do the testing (wtfish!!) with a temp engineer to not make it not so obvious two interns are running the operations..
















see that yellow platform in the distance..imagine walking to and fro every time u need to take a pee..(-_-")















upcoming platform still under construction, wont be able to tend to it since its scheduled after i finish my internship..*grins*















the selat in the distance..hauling almost 20kg worth of gear all the way up here can test any mans mettle..


its a wake up call on what being in the field really means in this profession..suddenly, the prospect of going back to studying doesnt seem so bad for now..:p

the plus side to this is the on site exp.hopefully comes in handy when i go job hunting soon..*crosses fingers*

hope they pay me extra for this..*grins*



i shud be writing this in my weekly report, instead here i am writing this here...(-_-")..
not productive..sooo not productive..

Monologue; its a reflection thing

after having some time being into this..how do we feel at the moment?
a future?
or an impending ending?

is this the position that we would like to see ourselves in? forever?
worth living, waking up to the same beat?
serves the purpose of our being?
worth the effort or not yielding hopeful results?
if not, keep at it or find another interest?

work, life and everything else, they share the same monologue..
yeah, asking..

to inquire oneself...

is a hobby of a hungry man too lazy to go out and eat..
and with weight of professional responsibilities massed on his inexperienced shoulders

Good luck with that..good luck

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I have neither the courage to step forward, not the cowardice to back away, only desire to move forward.And that makes me a dreaming fool..

3 letter questions

monday is never a good day...
ANY day after a good holiday is never a good day..

~_~..mind at work at half awake..,and boss being away doesnt help neither..

i need my coffee...

anywys..

i have been thinking, and thinking (yes, i find thinking a thought provoking hobby ;p)
thinking about things..a lot of things...
thoughts are provoked by questions, and some questions are best left unaswered, leaves the whole thinking game a bit more mysterious..

for instance..take for example tadi, i was driving home, it was around 8 pm, pretty dark..no street lights..
then up ahead i cud see VAGUELY a couple of guys walking in the MIDDLE of right lane, wearing BLACK and one dude had SUNGLASSES on..
question?

obviously,

WTF?

ok, so its not a question, but shudve heard me say it..it SOUNDS like a question

another instance was on Saturday, woke up, read the paper, and saw what we won over our neighbours down south..

WTH!??

yeah, its another question..

i find myself having deep thoughts after such 3 letter questions..if has been following a lot of my monologued questions..
note: W can mean what or why..and for those who are under age, F is for Fish..not the other thing

WTH is my prime lens?
conclusion: POS Mala*sia steals from its good citizens

WTH do we want with a bunch of rocks in the middle of the sea?
conclusion: We have hight tech lab submersive making thing that we plan to use there

WTF is the tenet cut off at the opis?
conclusion: We are to become zombies at work, nothing more

a lot of WTH's and WTF's has been asked..and sometime the occasional HTH or HTF..

mind u though, the conclusions are after a very deep deep tot, and summed up as logical as my sometimes anger/delusional/unpicked brain can process..

i know random..but thats about all i can process these days..

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as unwholesome as this entry is, i had a great weekend all the same.
mind of work=good=happy guy=happy eating=gain weight.. nice..