私はshopaholic である

Whenever i'm tensed up, I just can't sit at home..
i need to be outside, doing something...be somewhere where i'm not boxed in..

the only day in a week im at home the whole day, and everyone else is doing something else..

(-_-")

私は女の子を得る必要がある...私は単一である..;p

so bosan2 kat rumah smalam, i couldnt stand it , since sume orang bz dgn hal masing...so aku pergi kluar sorang2 kat shopping complex..lame, yeah, tell me about it..


*burn2*

abes duit..yes, aku juga kaki shopping kalau kamu tak tahu..i've brought girls who thought they were veteran shopaholics down to their knees..yes, aku pernah jadi mallrat yang hebat..
bukan kerana ingin, tapi terpakse..dan bukan pembeli, tapi more of a teman..
whence you have a professional shopper/mum in ur family, its just natural ure trained to carry the shopping for her (trains u to be gentlemen-like too..ngahaha), and thus following her everywhere on her sprees....trains ur upper forearm muscles,too not to mention..;p
and oh, mooching off for some new stuff in between the shopping breaks also is a welcomed plus..;p



aku keje kuat, aku deserve at least one good thing..yes? (biarlah practical training sahaja,pedulikan!!)




yes, i come to work smelling different today..xtra nice



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A friend has gone thru rough times, and I've been ignorant..

I'm sorry for not knowing.

Let us move forward aite. :D

私は黒いのおよび白に住んでいる

I am black, and have lived in white...
make it as clear as that, no grey area please.

Yeah, itu 戯曲王

Sunday morning..

8:02 a.m....i should be catching up on lost sleep..tapi aku tak dapat nak tidur..

so here I am.

yeah, last entry was a week ago..last weekend..

I know i do not have a steady fan base of readers, who would want to read this blog anyways?

Tapi tidak mengapa, demi kepuasan hati sahaja sebab aku menulis blog ini..biarlah orang tak ada orang yang ambil kisah...

mungkin kamu bilang...
"Dramatic giler mamat nih..blah ar"

yes, aku juga boleh buat drama telenovela yang hebat..there's some pretty nifty skeletons in my closet..but lets leave it at that..

Minggu yang panjang..long and never ending it seemed...mata sudah mirip si beruang panda, tak cukup masa untuk bermimpi agaknya..

my chain of thought are always interrupted by other things too as of late..interrupted abruptly, and without warning...im letting alot of things get to me..

Papa Roach - Scars...aneh, tertiba lagu ini bermain2 di fikiran.

私を必要とすると言いなさい。


yeah, ill spare u the d*mn drama..

its going to be a tough couple of weeks, period...

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setelah sekian lama, baru maklumat sampai ke telinga..

information that i was seeking out tahun 2005..

2008, baru dapat tahu..its a little late now dear...things have changed, and I for one follow the same trend..

story of my life..late for everthing, and would wonder later how things would have been if I had made a decision earlier..

事が異なっていよういかにか

Its Sunday, orang lain semua keluar bersuka ria...aku juga mahu...

今女の子を見つけるため ;p

have a nice day

wrapping up the weekend

It seems the standard would never be raised..

I have been a steady customer for KTM Komuter for years now..taking it whenever i decide to go to the capital because for one, im no pro on the streets of KL, and two, i hate the traffic jams...taking public transport into town is easier, cheaper and less of a hassle..unless of course your on the komuter during rush hours..

dammit, its a crying shame that such services that the public uses extensively is poorly maintained..1 trains in an hour??..lemme tell u this, in an hour, the number of people accumulate can fill an empty carriage, inikan pula one that is already full!!

f*uck that, they should be sending it out more frequently dammit!!

yeah, i know its normal, but i think i have been patient with it long enough...

good thing i was traveling alone though...i became an *ssho*le for a bit, closing my eyes, and used my God given strength to just push thru the crowd and get my sorry ass inside the ruddy train..
imagine if i had to bring my mother along, or my grandma, or a lady...cant expect them to push in too..

why not taxi?...saving..i had half a mind to just take a cab home, but no, i was on the verge of saving up for something..so cut corners wherever possible..

yeah, call me cheap, all i know is i want to cash in as much as i can ...asap...

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hey2, seems tht my younger bro is starting to pick up guitar..hahaha,
keep on trainin bro, and soon ill be able to take u jamming for a bit..eventho im not that good meself..;p

bler nak g jam nih people?

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went bowling yesterday at MID..been a while since last i went bowling, so yesterday was a bit of a stress relief therapy..throwing heavy balls at innocent pins as hard as u can...
yeah, anger management courses should make this as their official sport or samting..

and oh,first time bowled in the dark with the UV lights on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gler aa, like...super cool!!! (i know, jakun...)

almost feels like bowling in a disco!!(never been to one though...but have been to prom dates before...dark room with lights, and people dancing around though they dont know how..;p)

feeling sorry for the dude who was dancing at the bowling alley in the dark yesterday..bajet happening..(-_-")..abes bakul2 penuh dgn kutukan..aih2..





thats my weeekend in a wrap..break it down fershizzle nizzle...*does gangsta sign*

peace

My dad is a rockstar

As i was at work yesterday..

*troot troot*

The number showing up on my cell shows that its Papa calling me up..

"hello?"

"syan, u coming tonight?"

0_o?

"erm, aaa....where to again?"

"My office lah, kan ade battle of the bands!! u are coming tak?"

"aa, what time does it start?"...l
et it be known here, that im in slight disbelief..dad..ajak me tgk battle of the bands?....isnt that uber cool!!!!!!

"8 pm....so u coming?"

"erm, depends on what time i get off work..ill call u later to confirm k papa?"

"right2, later then"


herm..thinking back...

Mum did mention once, that back when he was a student at UPM, he use to be active in all these seni activities..keroncong and what not....not sure whether he was part of a band or not, never rili asked..

mebe he was an aspiring rockstar?

who knows..

and oh, yeah, he was not shaking hands with the RM(u UTP people knows what it stands for) like body in UPM either..not enemies, just not best friends..apparently they accused him of bringing in all these negative influences with keroncong and stuff......yeah, he was the gangleader..;p..

maybe, years after, seeing his kids doing stuff like music and photography, prolly reminds him of his younger years...
he was an artiste, drew a spectacular drawing of Tunku Abdul Rahman, and painted it beautifully...the painting, as i remember it ..is still intact, safely kept by my granny in Pasir Puteh...a testament that her son, my dad, has talents hidden inside, underneath the formal attire and stare he usually wears..

yeah, dad was an avid photographer too..i remember him having this old film camera, with all the bells and whistles..Yashica i tink the brand was...time blom kenal ape itu flash gun dan sebagainye, dad was already shooting away, making snap art, and then retired..

ive set a goal to myself, when i work, when ive got a job that is stable and income that is usable, id get him a camera, he wouldve probably be retired..so mebe a camera would give him a hobby..
lets pray for a rezeki that is luas..

yeah, im thinking...pretty cool gak rupenye my dad..i mean, i tot he was cool before, now, its just uber cooler..hahaha

lets hope ill be just as cool as he is when i have kids..God Willing

how kewl do u think ur dad is?
lets leave a shout out for cool dads everwhere!!!!

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waiting for my Minolta 50mm 1.7 to arrive at my bro's plce in NZ..then itll be another 2 weeks or so to reach Malaysia into my hands..hope its in good condition..super rare lens now that Sony is releasing its new line in the States..and all the good stuff are sold on Ebay there..

update on wishlist 2008 from earlier post

2) what i would like to own by the end of 2008
a. A DSLR (tak lama dah nih, insyaAllah)------aquired!!
b. electric guitar..my semi is sounding positively unworthy for my rock inclined ears...
c. expensive shoes. Before this always wear cheap ones...sayang to buy expensive ones because afraid ill wear em out too fast because of the daily walks to lecture..
d. A Tag Heuer or Tissot or setaraf watch.. I appreciate well made timepieces...
e. A tennis raquet...So that i dont have to pinjam orang len nye everytime I want to go play ;p


ive scouted item d. on the list...and whoa..crap..good expensive..id settle for some well made ones..apparently, with some luck, can get it for discount with a help from a certain person *wink wink*...

conclusion?...save duit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

have a nice weekend everybody
cheers

My right eye...it..twitches

Yes, read the above title properly...indeed, its twitching uncontrollably....
and its...weirdly annoying..

twitching..

my does it?..does it have a reason to?

last time it twitched........oh...

ic...

see, the last time it twitched was last year, whence simultaneous projects were due for evaluation during study week..yes..i remember..thats when the twitch came to life...

the twitch..sounds alive...

its twitching now..tp heran...look in the mirror, takmo twitch pula...(-_^")

mebe i shud give it a name..,,yes....a good solid name..

...and still yet to think of one...

..

no idea...

any suggestions?

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Today tried for the first time, shopping online..bid for something interesting..something susah nak cari here in Malaysia for that price...lets pray that its a good bid for a good item..

now, isnt that a mystery?

Currently listening to---> Get low- Flo Rida ft. T pain...old song but dang..grr grr grrr

@_@~~

Monday again...ngaaa...


wanting to update an entry here..but my brain is thinking of something else....

I fancied some good times come saturday...but somehow i was kept idling on other stuff throughout the whole thing...spacing out most of the time..

restless perhaps?

sunday too...so, what else to cure it than a good ol nap in the afternoon, after a hefty dose of briyani for lunch (thanks mum)..yeah2, i know its not good practice..but it was too tempting and i was looking for a pretty damn good reason to take a nap...

woke up later to feel...slightly better (the thought of Monday still jabbing at me)...

i'll lose friends if i keep spacing out like this..ngaaa..

need...good...therapy?



oh..would like to welcome someone ..

sir wahab juan pablo alejandro (did i get it right miss?)...welcome to the world..

may u open your eyes and see things people would go uuu and aaaaa over..;p..im guessing a flickr boom is on its way..hahahahaha



yeah, i know....back to work..no need to tell me thrice

have a nice day toots~