Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Tun M,chan hall


Our respectd chancelor giving a public lecture.talks on National identity and power sharing.it still amazes me hw strng ths man is at his age.hpefully Tun still arnd when i grad nxt year.

Friday, August 15, 2008

I miss, but im not showing. save me superman..

There's too much angst and stuff in last few post..

lets cheer things up a bit here..

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Things are now starting to pick up pace..after lag and drag, with the brain still not in proper working condition, things are finally starting to make sense around here.

Being the senior on campus feels like....normal.. i thought there would be a sense of pride in being in the final year, making it thru 3 years in 1 piece, but i was wrong..feel like any normal day in sunny Tronoh.;p

owh..the only thing i can feel is,
"fish, i don't want to read no books no more!!"

8 months without worrying about tests and assignments tend to mellow u down abit..

my brain definitely needed thawing..

but hey, its already the fourth week, and there a new light coming in on things..the kinda light that makes u realize some things, and see some that has not been seen before.

FYP is currently under construction, which is always a good thing..
Intelligent Control for Process Control..
yeah2, sounds fancy, but honest to God i have no idea what it meant first i heard of it..;p
got a year to work on it..shudnt be too difficult..kan?...kan?...ke...?

entah..if any control specialist outhere ken help..please comment..;p
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its my pledge, to myself that the final year i have here in Tronoh would be one i would remember best..so, in honor of that pledge, i decided to join any event that is joinable..
the first for this year is the Treasure Hunt Competition.
ok, joined this way back in first year...din win zilch..well, we did win a mug thru a lucky draw..but that doesnt count..
this time round however, we made it top ten!
no. 8..
not something great its just something worth remembering for the years to come.
enuf words. just c pikas..














Team Ethnies, in a moving bipolar junction transistor..hahaha (EE ppl will smile ;p)




















sesi meniru jawapan berjemaah...anything for a win huh ladies?














smile people~





















their faces says it all..."we have never seen a tractor before!"















lastik championship. i sucked..(-_-")















team 40. nice work ladies and gentleman
















menang laa samting at the very least..huhuh


someting nice happens once in a while.huhu...pray for more to come..

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i wonder...how superman lives his life..

i mean, he calls to people's aid, flying in with the speed of sound anytime of the day....

people always remember him in times of need..but when nobody is in trouble..he's not called on..

i mean, dont ppl invite him over for tea or samting?

unrealistic, i noe..but i do wonder..do the people of metropolis ever invites him round for dinner or a spot of tea with crumpets?

remembered when needed, forgotten when away.




if ure up there superman..i feel for u.

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any grammar freaks out there. i noe there are some major err up there..turn a blind eye towards it..its 6 frickin a.m....and i need sleep..

cheers.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I wondered, who came across your mind when u decided. Was it you, was it me. Its apparent it was never us.

There has always been an issue, in trust.

When we trust, we put all doubts on hold, and as wrong as it may feel, we prolong and persevere, because in trust we believe.

Trust is what makes people mix with each other and days go on.Its in trust, we nurture hope.

I trust that this bank will keep my money safe, so i invest.

I trust that there you will be there when i caome, so i shall go on a date with u.

I trust that you wont kill me, so i shall walk with u.

Its in this moral fiber, that we are able to coinhibit with one another, in peace, and happily.
It is in with this moral fiber, that we,man and women alike, are able to put our lives in the hands of others.

In trust, we trust.

So, what happens when this virtue, this piece of human emotion, is not upheld?

People break apart. Institutions collapse,dissapoinment and sense of deficieny arises. And we trust no more.

How can you have betrayed my trust.

It can take years to build, but only moments to shatter.Once shattered, it remains as it is, fragments of a distant memory, of what we once had hope in.

The question is now, how do you react to having trust destroyed?
rise up, and try to build it again?
or build it elsewhere.

memories of what was will pull us toward building another castle to in place of that which has rubbled. But is it really worth it. Are we that forgiving of a person to let bygone be bygone, and take it in stride that some have stabbed you, knowingly.

Those distant memories now seem scenic. And you'd have to wonder, how much of it were actually honest, sincere.

And we prayed for sincerity, and I have been sincere in all my actions.


I write with partial angst, and my view may have been obscured by the wave of my only human emotions.

Tried to see with eyes unclouded, and failed.


For those who have others trust entrusted, keep them well. Be honored, people have faith in you.

For those who have their trust belittled, you are not alone.

And for those who have chosen to betray trust, I have no words to say other than, im sorry you had to make that choice.

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We try to forgive, but we can never forget. As do most elephants. -o0-

Thursday, August 7, 2008

"And now i know, when I felt missing, u felt nothing. And i used to wonder why angels like you had enemies."

6 am, friday..

i think im up for a quick type..very quick

no, im not reviving this space fully yet..but i feel that I have too much canned up inside to sleep.

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its amazing how some things can sometimes take a sharp turn. from being on a fairly forward road, suddenly coming into a turnpike that most likely came as abruptly as it left. while some sudden upheavals are welcome, some are more or less..feared..

fear..not sure its the entirely correct term to use..
hands shake, palms break in a sweats, and you hyperventilate.

things we fear, seems to always creep on us, doesn't it?
you scared of cockroaches?
bam, there'll be one on ur bed.

you scared of embarassing urself?
bam, u fall face flat whilst walking on stage.

if u fear, fear itself..bam!! out comes satan from hell itself.

point is..everybody fears, and anticipating its coming is what drives some people crazy.
drives some people into depression. drives some people into insomnia. some, to suicide.

the most common fear? I would have to put my money on one.

fear of change.

things change, people change, and perceptions change. and its these changes that some fear for their life, fear that they are inadequate to adjust to, and they break into pieces miserably way even before anything happens.

is u still in one piece mista?
shit..

ignorance is bliss.
true..

hope is overrated
arguable.

life is a dream.
probably..




ramblings, but its whats keeping me up and keeping me sane.
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Friday, July 18, 2008

.

interesting year this is going to be.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Eton gemok sket


Sale,gadis gadis pergi shpng baju+kasut. Me?i go gadget hunting.lol~

Thursday, July 10, 2008

there are such things as a happy ending.

hello there,

so hey, its been a while since i dropped a few words..its been a tough hella past few months...and it hopefully ends tomorrow (and hopefully continue on a year from tomorrow..*crosses fingers*)

so, what has been up lately huh? wat has been up eh..well, a lot actually, there was this and that, and oh, that too...but most have been over for a while, so i dont think its worth mentioning here...

so, since i know that some of my office buddies could be reading this (God knows where they got the URL, now i cant critic about work so much), id tease them on random pictures of the workplace..im sure they'd love to see their faces on the net..

makes u feel famous kan? lol~

so, here goes..




















farewell for us trainees, opening speech, onlookers with hungry faces..




















"wuu, kek...."




















rakan2 engineer...yang pakai baju canterbury tu single, tgh mencari, jika anda rasa diri anda perempuan, chinese look@pan asian look, sile lah contact die..syah@trisys.com.my (iklan berbayar)
















happy faces...and full ones..














sesi buka PO..time kasih banyak2 sebab bwk kitorang skali~

dan kita akhiri dengan skandal 2008...
















ps: id put more pics in, but most of em are crappy, Eton became victim of many, many untrained hands..(as if mine were any better.)

sincerely,
mrfusyi.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

so, its the end huh?

thank you,..really... thank you very much....

*one liner, yeah, i hate it, but there's not more things i can say without sounding too emotional..so lets just keep this professional.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

another note..

dear people,

terasa seperti hidup ini penuh dengan mimpi2..impian-impian yang entah dari mana datangnya..
aku dah beberapa kali mendapati diri lalai dibuai imaginasi..
ketika sebelum tidur..
ketika kerja...
ketika tengok tv (ya, aku mengelamun sambil menonton Friends..owh, aku rasa watak Joey patut menang oscar or something..ke dah ade?)
ketika memandu kereta..

its true...i space out a lot...
stare at ceilings..at people..at space...

hey, its almost like a hobby...kan kan kan?

wonder if i can put that in my frenster profile,
Male, 21, Its complicated,
loves to space out in public..and sometimes in the toilet too..

im sure that'll attract some interesting people huh?
(ya, aku tak punyai facebook, malas mahu update..myspace ada, tapi terbiar.......pedulikan)


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kepada rakan2 seangkatan, yang kini berada di bawah naugan syarikat2 kejuruteraan..

to put it simply into easily understandable, uncomplicated words...


"Lets go get ourselves a good effin holiday dammit!!!"

aku sirius..betul...

tolonglah..tolong..

si perintih..

mrfusyi

Sunday, June 29, 2008

collection of notes to people outhere

dear me,

lets start with a quote

yesterday was history, tomorrow mystery.. and today is a gift, that is why it is called present..

funny thing, it so makes sense, aside the fact that line came from a cartoon movie, i definitely think i can learn from it..

appreciating the now..

the what that we have
the who that we know

stop and smell the flowers..yeah, heard that like a bizillion times..but how far have we swooped down among the bushes for a wiff?

im in fifth gear always it seems..especially for the past couple of months..and i look forward for a chance to stick it into neutral for a bit..

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dear people,

my sympathies to those who look forward to full filling their quota for 4 wives..

why?

lets just say i had a taste...i can categorize them mainly into four different attributes..
theres the always hungry bini,
theres the bowling pro bini,
theres the 'jalan2 sket ilang entah ke mana' bini,
and theres the 'senyum kejap, serious kejap tapi most of the time gelak2' bini,

good thing they get along well..and not become pro-wrestlers bini's..

and good thing im not stuck with them..

lol..

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dear tubby,

i re-act the scene, for my laughter...

action!

"where's my shoe?"

"wa?"

"im effin serious, my shoe is missing!!" (padini style shoes that look like its seen better days)

"err, inside mebe?"

"nope.."

"somebody stole it prolly tubs..guess no taking the LRT home now huh?"*giggles*

the host kindly gave a new pair for the victim to wear, crocodile pula tu..

trade in padini for crocodile..that aint so bad now is it?

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dear seorang.

chin up

pray...and have faith..

rest assured there will always be The Almighty to hear your prayers..

GodWilling.

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dear reader,

im sori im such a lazy ass to update this..but inspiration eludes me these days..

thank goodness nobody is paying me to write, or they'd be pretty frustrated..

lol



sincerely signed..
mrfusyi

Sunday, June 22, 2008

miniature














looks like a mini toy chinatown!!

kene tgk besar sket, kecik2 tak nampak..

nampak cam miniature..sket2..

ke tak?

tilt shift photography..interesting

Saturday, June 14, 2008

its a dog eat dong world..and only the cunning survives

maafkan aku kalian, aku sudah biarkan arena di sini ketinggalan buat terlalu lama..
aku bilang aku agak selfish, mahu sahaja menjenguk blog rakan2 yang lain, mengharapkan update, tapi diri sendiri keberatan untuk mencoret..

apekah aku bz?

entah, aku rasa macam biasa sahaja hidup..mungkin ini dipanggil writers block..tapi aku bukan penulis, jadi aku rasa sesuai sahaja aku guna term, malas

pedulikan, mari menulis rakan2 jari..mari2..

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politics, hate it or love it..

i came to terms, as i started off my internship program, that the company i shall be serving had "FUTURE" written all over it..after a month i was there, i felt at home, felt being useful and felt that i was doing something with my life.

I had visioned a future there..

that was then, now..

its apparent that there are internal politics that I am not able to overlook, however hard i tried..politics that causes some people to shoot up, and some good honest working people be pushed down the food chain. Politics that go beyond talking behind people's backs. Its this politics that has got me into a sudden change of heart, and makes one to reevaluate the options.

Politics..office politics are the worst of its kind..

I realize, that not everything in this world is achievable thru hard work. Sometimes u have to be able to lick some a*ses to get where u want to..good PR can get u places it seems, eventhough u slack work ethics, and have no output whatsoever..

its the illusion that ure doing work, that is what matters probably..and its a crying shame..

its also amazing how cunning some people are, even if they dont look it..
its a black book, with a floral cover..

id just like to get this done and over with, back to the sanctuary among my peers, and with people who dont have an agenda they'd kill over for..

where hard work actually gets u places, and being a good ass licker gets u no where..

one last year at least.

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its not going anywhere if its still here after all these years..

but i dont want to look for another destination just yet, not just yet.
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i need pictures in my blog, now wudnt that make it more interesting? ;p

Saturday, May 31, 2008

ok...reevalution required...me thinks..

Ok, im seriously reevaluating my life's choices..seriously..

hectic week..spent a few days at an oil rig construction site doing system test..and heck..i dont understand how they ken stand the heat..i mustve been sweating a good half liter that day..
being in a construction zone means youd be wearing long sleeves throughout the day..in the blistering heat!!!

to make things a little bit more hard is the fact that the eng in charge is away..so the solution?
send in two trainees to do the testing (wtfish!!) with a temp engineer to not make it not so obvious two interns are running the operations..
















see that yellow platform in the distance..imagine walking to and fro every time u need to take a pee..(-_-")















upcoming platform still under construction, wont be able to tend to it since its scheduled after i finish my internship..*grins*
















the selat in the distance..hauling almost 20kg worth of gear all the way up here can test any mans mettle..


its a wake up call on what being in the field really means in this profession..suddenly, the prospect of going back to studying doesnt seem so bad for now..:p

the plus side to this is the on site exp.hopefully comes in handy when i go job hunting soon..*crosses fingers*

hope they pay me extra for this..*grins*



i shud be writing this in my weekly report, instead here i am writing this here...(-_-")..
not productive..sooo not productive..

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Monologue; its a reflection thing

after having some time being into this..how do we feel at the moment?
a future?
or an impending ending?

is this the position that we would like to see ourselves in? forever?
worth living, waking up to the same beat?
serves the purpose of our being?
worth the effort or not yielding hopeful results?
if not, keep at it or find another interest?

work, life and everything else, they share the same monologue..
yeah, asking..

to inquire oneself...

is a hobby of a hungry man too lazy to go out and eat..
and with weight of professional responsibilities massed on his inexperienced shoulders

Good luck with that..good luck

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I have neither the courage to step forward, not the cowardice to back away, only desire to move forward.And that makes me a dreaming fool..

Monday, May 26, 2008

3 letter questions

monday is never a good day...
ANY day after a good holiday is never a good day..

~_~..mind at work at half awake..,and boss being away doesnt help neither..

i need my coffee...

anywys..

i have been thinking, and thinking (yes, i find thinking a thought provoking hobby ;p)
thinking about things..a lot of things...
thoughts are provoked by questions, and some questions are best left unaswered, leaves the whole thinking game a bit more mysterious..

for instance..take for example tadi, i was driving home, it was around 8 pm, pretty dark..no street lights..
then up ahead i cud see VAGUELY a couple of guys walking in the MIDDLE of right lane, wearing BLACK and one dude had SUNGLASSES on..
question?

obviously,

WTF?

ok, so its not a question, but shudve heard me say it..it SOUNDS like a question

another instance was on Saturday, woke up, read the paper, and saw what we won over our neighbours down south..

WTH!??

yeah, its another question..

i find myself having deep thoughts after such 3 letter questions..if has been following a lot of my monologued questions..
note: W can mean what or why..and for those who are under age, F is for Fish..not the other thing

WTH is my prime lens?
conclusion: POS Mala*sia steals from its good citizens

WTH do we want with a bunch of rocks in the middle of the sea?
conclusion: We have hight tech lab submersive making thing that we plan to use there

WTF is the tenet cut off at the opis?
conclusion: We are to become zombies at work, nothing more

a lot of WTH's and WTF's has been asked..and sometime the occasional HTH or HTF..

mind u though, the conclusions are after a very deep deep tot, and summed up as logical as my sometimes anger/delusional/unpicked brain can process..

i know random..but thats about all i can process these days..

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as unwholesome as this entry is, i had a great weekend all the same.
mind of work=good=happy guy=happy eating=gain weight.. nice..




Tuesday, May 20, 2008

kaman2, cheer up!!!

the days are slow it seems..

i come to work,turn the lights on in the office (being the first one there), sit down and power up my workstation..
i kill time with a quick nap or some music (tenet been cut off, even in the mornings, for reasons i dont know myself)..

at 9 ill start doing some real work since thats the time most of the staff comes in anyways..nowadays things have started to pace down a bit, work meaning ill be in front of the computer all day, doing documents and papers that's needed to be delivered to client..

its booooooooooooooooooooooooooring, lemme tell you..ngaa

and no outlet to kill the boredom with..ngaaaa

i know ive been nagging for a good holiday, but taking leave from work seems to be impossible..with the alotted leave given to me being none, its a miracle how Mr T gets so many cuti..rili, its a miracle!!!
last i check, the amount of cuti left for me was -2 (read: negative)..yeah, thats how unfit i am to have a leave off work..

so, what do i have left to look forward?
weekends are all i have..sad, i know..so i plan to utilize them fully over the next few weeks..outings, jalan2..
ill go out alone if i have to..
yeah, thats how desperate i am to get my mind off work..

on another note, its nearing the summer holidays for our counterparts in the west, so with that said, we can expect a slew of movies hitting our shores within the next week or so..

im usually an action movie watching kinda guy, but this trailer just caught me as one of those movies u wouldnt want to miss out..







haha, i know, kids stuff, but i need a good laugh..i dont do serious, id like to be luvable..hahahahah

Eton is currently underutilized, which i hate...i shud be OUT THERE..not crammed into some office space all day!!
young, with barely enuf money to survive, and the passion be out there!!
how come those people on Travel & Living make it so easy?

doesnt make it any better when people around you start saying how much fun it is to go there and here, this pulau and that pulau..ngaaa..all i feel is envy, and its a deadly sin..

part time sinner, arent we all..

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There are things that seems are just out of reach, and I cant help but sense that I have failed.

Monday, May 12, 2008

I promise a proper update for everything soon

things have really slowed down a bit here..

its not that i dont want to write..i do...i really do..

sometimes it seems i want to update a lot of things at once..

this blog..
flickr..
frenster..(kadang2..)
intern report..

and my life with its crucial relationships..

i like to be well informed, and well updated..however I have found myself sometimes just running away from it all when its just too much..
and yield nothing..

doesnt help that internet is now restricted at the workplace..(-_-")..not saying that i spend my quality working hours on the net doing blogs..its just that, i dont have the channel anymore to quickly jot down any spurious thoughts or inputs..
keep them for later?..not the same vibe...

owh well, mebe were not meant to occupy our mind other than the spreadsheets and documents at the desk..

that aside....

life goes on.


my photoshop is now open almost always when the comp is on.kunun2 i can just edit2 should i not be able to sleep at nite..sorta like a midnight activity i can indulge in to forcibly make me feel sleepy..

this is one i made yesterday night..



















a whole plethora of brushes..mind half awake..so be gentle on the comments..

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Be the reason for my smiles? :)



Wednesday, May 7, 2008

needing a holiday..and work is starting to blow..

sori guys, ive been busy and i need a holiday..
aku terigin untuk bercuti...

cuti..argh..tak sangka susah pula mahu bercuti2..
keje tak abis2 memanggil..segan pula mahu minta cuti dari boss..;p
aku perlukan masa bertenang....a time where its just me, and endless fun..
di mana?
bila?
bersama sapa lagi?
wargh!!!
questions questions questions!!!

dan aku benci...
mengapa semua pulau jauh2? pulau2 untuk tourist i mean.
pulau tioman, pangkor dan seangkatan..
aku mahukan lautan biru, bukan lautan coklat!!!
aku mahu lihat corals seperti dalam movie, and meet nemo lookalikes..
bermain2 pasir yang tak dicemari dgn sampah2...
ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

and oh, id would love the opportunity to shoot beaches..nice ones..mebe with a couple of bikini models too..hahahaha *hidung berdarah* :8~

rakan2 sekalian, marilah kita ramai plan untuk ke destinasi..kemana2lah..asalkan bukan urban setting..aku sudah jemu lihat concrete..

plan sahaja, aku turut..aku mahu jadi pak turut kali ini..

ade cadangan? sile kemukakan di shoutbox...aku sedia mendengar...



dan kepada kaki2 tembak..

ape plan??

Saturday, May 3, 2008

there goes my savings..

Rite...now no more for Eton...

rig rig rig rig rig rig rig rig..














rakan2, mari kita TT kalau kamu ingin cuba dan lihat..

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Kene racun..cis2..

Kene racun..

racun!!!

cis2..dah aa outnumbered..aku odd one out..

ngaaa...cam kene jump ship aje...

(-_-")..loyalty kaman2!!!

aku pergi dengan harapan untuk angkat flashgun..kedai tu pula takde stock..argh!! tensi2!!!

nabe angkat speelight, aku terpinga2..

pastu machaa pula bwk kluar senapang beliau..

0_o!!

*drool~*

berempat: aku, nabe, haeqal dan micheal..

aku sorang sahaja pengguna brand len..ngaaa




















Macha nye 40D, 50mm 1.8 dan penembak flash..*drool~* bile aku nak angkat aku nye nih?















besar bapak klu banding dgn Eton..cis2..racun abis..sigma lens, forgot berapa range, tapi constant aperture at 2.8.. memang syiook~~ tested on 350D..aku rasa bunyi shutter Eton lagi best...hahaha :P



































kesimpulan..simpan duit..pose due tige bulan..hue~

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Cite dulu..ye..reminiscence

I like expressing myself..

here..

in words of course..walaupun aku tak punyai reader base yang tetap, tak mengapa, aku tulis juga..

and through pictures..most recently..

i use to love drawing..conteng2 gambar orang-orangan on any empty papers i can find, any empty walls......

i remember that when i was in my early primary years, i dream of growing up being an artiste..yelah, kecik2 dulu cikgu puji aje ape yang kita lukis..cita2 terus melonjak..

aku lukis2 ufo dan bunga2, dua bende yang aku suka lukis masa tadika..
my teacher would look at it and say..

"wah~, lawanya, bunga ke nih?"...if it looked like one you wouldnt have to ask. (-_-").
"semua, lihatlah lukisan yang adik Fasyan buat nih, cantik kan?"..aku tersipu2 malu..

senang makan puji kecil2 dahulu..cikgu beri bintang emas untuk hasil contengan aku, terus impian aku untuk menjadi jagoan2 seni...

naive..aku tahu..

aku kept on drawing, masuk competition yang diadakan di sekolah..tak menang, tapi untuk dinominasi mewakili kelas sudah cukup untuk kembungkan ego aku..

apa yang nak dilukis? bawa datang, beta lukis!! angkuh, aku tahu..tapi itu dulu

sampai tahap dimana rakan2 kecilan aku minta aku melukis portrait mereka..mereka rela menahan expresi untuk sedemikian lama, dengan harapan akan hasil seni dari tangan kecil aku..

ah, aku memang popular masa itu..popular...;p

malang..
semua itu tak tahan lama..malang betul..aku masih ingat, it was during an art class in year 5..titik tolak aku membaling pena seni untuk sekian lama...moral down...
there was this temporary teacher taking over, Mr samting2, Scotsman aku pasti, sebab aku masih ingt pelat die susah nak faham oleh aku yang masih rangkak2 berbahasa asing..

"Allright children, pick a partner, and draw their face best you can"

mudah.
.mudah..
itu bisikan hati aku dikaburi ego..

aku lukis muka sahabat aku, penuh gusto, penuh semangat, yakin bahawa aku bakal hasilkan seni yang akan dijaja keliling untuk tatapan umum.

then he came along, took a quick look, and asked me

"You drawing your friend or the incredible hulk there son?"

0_o?

gamam seketika..

yelah, sahabat aku orang Pakistan..walaupun umur baru sahaja 9 tahun, sudah punyai misai..aku lihat dan lukis sahaja..dan memang orang Pakistan berbulu sedikit,so aku lukis juga..
well, mebe aku ade exagerate sedikit, but its art bukan?

pedulikan..
pendek kata..
hati kecil ku remuk..
itu sahaja, dan aku sudah lupakan cita2 untuk bertanding di arena seni..

emotional and psychological scar..


skarang, bertahun2 kemudian, aku ambil jalan mudah, tangkap sahaja pakai kamera..
senang, kalau orang komen buruk..
aku masuk photoshop..
kalau orang masih kata buruk..aku kata

"Ini art okayh, kau kata buruk, aku kata cantik..nilai seni, kau memang tiada"

aku ade pychological and emotional impact okayh, sape mahu lawan?

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Its the small pleasures..

I use to hate to cut my hair back when i was a kid..i hated it..
being a kid,I was not one who would be able to sit down quietly while some stranger pranced around my head, snipping here and there, pushing my head there and here..

As for long as i can remember, Dad was usually the one who took me to the barber shop..and we would only visit it when he saw both me and my bro looked like we were wearing songkok all day long (yeah, talk about hard wire hair..nightmare to comb..)..
he would walk in first, make eye contact with the mamak holding the cutting machine and say,

"My two boys, make them hensem"

not hard to do, i assure you..hahahaha
but, i was less than amused by such man to man gestures..
the itch, the stillness..argh, it was unbearable for the child me to sit still about it..plus, it always scares me when razor sharp scissors are but an inch away from ur eyes..(x_X)..
plus, you can always tell if the mamak just had his lunch...his hand would smell of curry..euw..(-_-#)

Once though, Dad was unable to take us to the barber shop for some reason, so Mum was called in as a replacement..If it were up to dad, he would take us to the mamak without even thinking...Mum?..well....she took us to a fancy saloon..
wuu..
we were living in Klang then..so its not some fancy saloon you would see at the shopping malls..;p

being a concious kid, i was hesitant to enter at first , ya lah, got huge picture of a woman in front..I being a guy, 5 years old worth of guy-ness, could not bring myself to enter without hesitation..;p..i was thinking, this must be a place for women!! argh!!! shame2!!!!

so ok, i got forced in anyways, but point is i put up a small fight first..;p

anyways, the reason why i remember that particular trip to the saloon was because the hairdresser complained so hard about me not being able to sit still..he was always pushing my head here and there..tilting it like it was a globe and he was trying to search for Italy on it..

"Adik, jangan banyak gerak"
"Adik, duduk diam-diam"
"Adik..(-_-#)"

I think i pissed him off..
young Fasyan-1, gay hairdresser-0

He was already forced to fight a war with my barb wire hair..and now he has the jiggly child attached to the hair to handle...not his day im assuming..
i remember coming out with my hair less than perfect..holes all over, courtesy of the fidgeting I did all the way thru the session..;p

ah, good times..good times..

now, its different it seems..yes, a lot less fidgeting on the hot seat, and i seem to enjoy it a tad bit more too....and i go not because i was forced, its because i want to..yeah, thank maturity and a heightened sense of self grooming for that..;p
cant stand to see my unruly hair get past my ears..itchylah..(=_=")\

"ane, potong pendek aa, atas kasi panjang sket!!"

life is good, tis good

Monday, April 21, 2008

Go go gadget money maker!!

aku mudah teruja..

aih..aku rasa ia Achilles heel aku..

sudah beberapa kali aku menahan temptation untuk menghapus duit simpanan titik peluh..sudah banyak kali...ye, aku sedikit spendrift pabila bab2 gadget2 nih..

gadgetmaniac? apekah wujud vernakulasi itu? ah, jika ada, akulah contoh terbaik..

Terasa seperti shopaholic..eargh..padahal aku hanya minat pada barang electronics, kasut dan baju dan item penghiasan diri yang lain...kadang-kadang, bila aku rasa fashion sense aku perlu di revamp..

untuk pengetahuan, aku kini sedang dlm process menabung untuk funding rig baru..
aku rasa kaum lelaki tahu apa yang it rig...RIG...
kaum hawa, mesti kamu kehairanan bukan? oil rig? drilling rig?

kenapa rig baru? rig lama sudah,bak orang kata...tukun...walaupun bagi parents aku dan adik2 aku dirumah, rig lama aku bagaikan jet pejuang..;p

aku tak tahu dimana mahu letak ego jantan aku jika semua rerakan upgrade rig mereka sedangkan aku masih lagi blom kenal apa itu dual core..yeah, its a guy thing..;p..its the same with girls and their shoes and what nots, only for us guys, its a once in every 2-3 years kinda thing..

macamana?
nak menabung untuk Eton, menabung untuk rig, menabung untuk masa depan..bnyk btul tabung..

skarang ni aku hanya ada satu tabung..tabung untuk berbini *aku tahu kamu juga ada tabung sebegini*..nampaknya aku kene bukak tabung lagi..

nanti jika salah satu tabung itu sampai ke destinasi kamu, jangan segan2 untuk menyumbang k? ..aku balas dengan senyuman jutawan aku :D

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currently listening to, and addicted to..
Alicia Keys - like you'll never see me again
Estrella-all their music
JT & Madonna - 4 minutes

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

A thought on things that wont come back

Sometimes, I cant believe that im already of 20 something age..I look at myself and wonder..have i missed some years?

11 years of school seemed like forever, but life after that..seems to whizz me by a tad to quick.
I remember when i was in primary, I had a cousin staying over my house since he was studying at an institution close to my home.. I use to look at him and think, wouldn't it be nice to be his age..able to mix around with the adults, taken seriously for a bit?
i mean, being a kid was fun,but not often are we taken seriously..during my primary years, there were times that I would get a bad stomach ache, but would still be forced to go to school, just in case i was faking it..(-_-")..
a disastrous end to that episode..lets just say i got a new pair of pants later on..;p
And somehow or rather, I remember me always being on the wrong side of any situation in school..I was beaten up often by my teacher in my primary school for every reason under the sun..
tulisan buruk lah,
muka surat buku latihan tak cukup sehelai la,
pembaris tak bawak la,
and was even whacked when i got a wrong answer for maths!! hellooo, im learning here!!!!!!!!
simple enuf to say, my primary school years were the years i would rather forget than reminisce.
Maybe that' why my years in school seemed long..primary years was hell...

the only grudge i have is against Mr Amran..yeah, know the name..the day i see him in the streets is the day ill give him a piece of my mind, pray hard Amran..pray..*evil grin*

moving on...
Secondary school is where things started to get better..you can argue on your side without being whacked on the head for being rude..argue in an acceptable way that is mind u..not shouting about..;p
Maybe thats where things started to accelerate forward..yes, maybe..
spending my years in secondary at 3 different schools does make 5 years seem like a flash..being forced to stay in hostel also has changed me somewhat..id say, tougher..if u can survive hostel life in a boarding school, then u can survive any character the world has to offer..secondary years were also the years i started to get a hold of myself..a revelation so to speak..secondary years is also the time i started noticing girls..but thats a different story..;p

so what does my ramblings have to do with anything?
well, its a conclusive thought..
Adults enjoy themselves more than kids.Why?..kids have fun just for the heck of it, without purpose, its kind of a hollow fun...we (I adult ke?)know what we want, and work hard towards it..thats our fun i think..
satisfaction..
pueh ati bak kata orang..


Now approaching the end of my stay in Uni, its a blessing that I have made it thus far..The past few years were tough but sweet..I cant say that i would want to go thru it another round (God forbid)..but I cant say that I wont be thinking about it often in the future..i cant say things turned out their very best..
but yeah, im satisfied thus far..and for now, its what matters.


when i was a kid, adulthood seemed to rock..now that i'm here..

yeah....

it does rock huh?

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

on a more serious note..

It's a gaping hole to say the least..
staring right back you when u stare right back at it..
I sometimes wonder, was it ever to be this way.. i mean..THIS.. (0_o)/ (points everywhere)

what you are, how u are, how people around u are, how things basically are..are, not the present tense, not 'were' nor its future counterpart, 'could'..
what can best sum u up now..

lets think about that..a word..an emotion..an event..one thing that is defining u at this particular moment..

if u are thinking for more than a minute on it (like i had)..im thinking a some good reflection time needs to be done..
stare at the ceiling once in a while, and count ur blessings..ask urself defining questiions..
i have frequently forgotten to ask myself..

"Is this where u want to be Mr?"

forgetting this usually results in a sudden moral depreciation..a sense of not being of use to anyone since I myself am not sure if this is where I want to be..is this my purpose?..is this the use of my God given brain and limbs?

If its a NO..then something needs to be done..and i don't mean tomorrow hun..

One of the things that has hit me right smack in the face is that, nothing comes easily like a Happy Meal (which i have not had for years now..erm...)..some lazy asses needs moving if we want things to turn out the way we want to..
DRIVE
yeah, like the song..shut up and drive Fasyan!!!
what drives you? passion? if so.. where has it gone?

its a reminder to myself, and anyone alike..if ure feeling down and about..look urself in the mirror and ask
What is driving u today?



And today, the answer so happens to be
Satisfaction


note: positive energy attract positive people..its the only thing defying the laws of physics

Monday, April 14, 2008

Dinding inch.


Ke pc fair,bli wireless kebod dan mouse.utk ape? Tembak screen ke dndng blk dn buka photoshp beso2..kebod dn mouse dangkt ke atas katil.why?x perlu reason.;p

Sunday, April 13, 2008

KL freeze, more that just a publicity stunt

Look here


Picking minds..

yeah..we missed it..but hey...we had something better..

had the opportunity to meet the mind behind the 'KL Freeze' event. The organizer it seems..

according to his card, he was a freelance MC, publicist..from randomalphabets

At first he seemed to be foreign, tapi apabila ditanya dari mana asalnya..

"Malaysia", jawabnya ringkas..

namanya Zain.

none the less we were a bit tergamam,yelah, die dengan tak ada rupa orang-orang yang kita biasa lihat di jalanan..but he was born and raised here..it does make him every bit Malaysian as we are.

That was the stereotypical mind that most of kita dah terjerat in..I myself included..

we think of Malaysia as Melayu India Cina..thats the only thing that pops into our head when we think multicultural..

but what about the Iban, Khadazan, orang Asli and even those who were born and raised here even though their grandmothers and grandfathers were from elsewhere..those who have worked here all their lives... what about them? are they not Malaysian too?

what was said by Zain was true..we perceive things based on how we were raised..perception..
mebe we were brought up to believe that Malaysia only consists of the tree dominant races..failing to notice the other people that make this country blissfuly coloured as it is..

The event, KL freeze had a more deep agenda than just being a gimic..I'm not sure it its well known or not, but i was not aware of the main motive until the encounter with the brains of the operation himself.

The event was to show, to prove that we as Malaysians can do something together, in unison..regardless of race, age, background, religion..it was not just something that we done for the papers..
you could be a millionaire living on the hills of Damansara, you could be the one who helps push the old lady in the hospital, be someone living in the tranquil forests of Malaysia..be someone of the street..point of the matter is, all these things are regardless, as we are can all do something together if we put our minds to it..think globally..as a unit..as Malaysians..

so okay, we missed the actual event (by minutes)..but we were lucky enough to have been able to meet the man driving the event, and was able to share a piece of his insight..

I applaud the thought..

Being selected to go to National Service, this thought should've been imprinted in my head..and it was for a while..then...i forget...i just forget..

Heads up

Bak kata Sang Putri..teaser sahaja..
tangan dan otak terlalu letih untuk menyusun kata-kata..


tak apa, nanti bila aku rajin, aku akan update post..jangan kamu gundah gulana....buat sementara waktu,you all can just have a looksie at the randomness (not to mention weird) things i put Eton thru.



The tummy filler

























The models (idung berdarah..perv mode ON!!!!)




















































The unexplainable urge to shoot in the street (with odd stares no less..




































































It was random, and it was a blast..further details will follow..rite now, all i can think of..is my pillow..go figure...(-_-")

quick shoutout to Hati Lara..wished u could have joined us hun..no worries, next time!!!

there's so much to tell..but words elude the sleeping mind..

*yawn*

now..where did i put my teddy..erm...

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Some things only guys would understand..

Looking2 thru the flyers for the upcoming PC fair..
wah2..sure got lots of things cheap2..

erm2..rig getting old (alasan..)..

Saw in one of the flyers..

title "BUDGET PC"..cost less than 1k..

see the specs...

(-_-")..same spec as my current setup liau (almost..)..waaaaa~~!!!

my pc now considered "budget"..WTF (fish)!!!!

i buy expensive woo!!!

NOW SAY BUDGET ONLI?!!!!

erm...

need get new rig...aiyoo..no money laa..

got a bit..but saving for Eton funding..

rig oriented..(-_-!!) aren't we all..

Monday, April 7, 2008

One for the techies

There has been a buzz it seems as of late..I spend hours a day looking through hacked gadgets on the net..keeping up with the latest on goings of the world..
I have alway's been interested in projects utilizing the PIC as it seems that u can almost do anything with it provided u can manipulate the source code accordingly.. it has however caught my attention that a new micro controller is being widely used other that the PIC or the ATMEL.
Arduino based project have been popping up like mushrooms lately, all project looking very complicated if we were to implement on the standard PIC..
curious, why is Arduino getting so popular?
a quick search on Google brought me to its website..here
a read thru and a look at the sample source code, and it was clear why its a popular platform for hobbyist/techo-geeks alike..it's basically can best be described by its simplicity.
its based on open source software and has shown some of the simplest set of codes for doing quite a taxing task..i think some of its most interesting feature is its ability to read analog inputs on the go, without having to program any ADC or DAC coding first..which is a pain if u dont know what u're doing....with that said, a myriad of analog input can easily be converted to its digital equivalent on the fly. it also helps that there are already sample coding on its website on interfacing with complex sensors like accelerometers.

although it may not be as widely accepted as the PIC (widely used by University students for projects), its slowly gaining grounds..

With a thorough website to start learning, its only a matter of time before it catches on here locally. Not sure where i can get my hands on a development board though. I'm hoping i can score some free samples..like i did with Texas Instruments..;p

so, ok ure thinking, why am i so hyped?..take a look on what it can do




via hackaday.com

For hobbyist like myself, don't go drooling all over the place now..

Sunday, April 6, 2008

one for the weekends

Allright- allright..

People have been asking me, why have I been a lazy ass and have not taken the time to write here.

Yeah, i know..i have been lazy, but thats almost synonymous with me these days.. all that i look forward to in a day is the time i get off work, and the time where i can run back to the comfort of my room, my solitude, and where i can happily do as i please..

that has been me this past week and I hope not to stay that way. No body gets anywhere by being lazy.. well..mebe if ure Royalty you can get away with it.. but thats a different story..

well, what have i been up to?

indeed what have i been up to other than the usual boring job i do for money...i find myself constantly asking. what can I do that'll make me feel happy? what can i do to make me feel..content?

There are times when i do question myself..have i really gotten what i want in life at this point? Am i missing things?Have i reached the milestone? Often it is left unanswered, however i do feel that it is one to be answered..soon..

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I have always been a person who is easily intrigued. I like making stuff, a more of a DIY kinda guy.. i cant stand sitting on the sidelines when i know i can do it too..

and, i cant stand to sit around on my ass, doing nothing..so with that in said, i found myself a little at home project i can do...things that would be fun to do..



















yeah, made my own makeshift fish eye lens..bought a peephole at a local hardware store, and pick up some stuff out the bin at home..a little elbow grease here and some good ol tape there..voila!!!

interesting thing to play around with...but still needs a few tweaks here and there though...cant seem to focus right..most of the pics come out blur..ill get it proper and running soon, and a pic of it to boot..


im dying to try the light trail thing..looking for a gang to do it with...ngaa..when..oh when~~

why?..

look HERE...nuff said..

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owh yes...tagged once again..this time by the brains behind Itulah Aku..

very interesting this one..

lets have a go shall we?

INSTRUCTIONS - You guys kena menjawab soalan- soalan yang telah pun disediakan. Tetapi here’s the twist - You’ve got to answer the questions sambil mendengar lagu di Winamp or any music players, with list of your favorite songs in random / shuffle mode. And to make things even interesting, the questions are to be answered based on the songs you are currently listening to - like for each new question, you gotta hit “NEXT” on your player and see what song comes up next, and from there, you gotta answer the questions and the answer gotta be berdasarkan atau berkaitan dengan that particular song.

Basically, answer the darn question based on ur playlist. Press the next button on your playlist everytime you answer a new question.




1- If Someone Say “Is This Ok?”, You Say?
Too little too late -JoJo
Ok, i am the forgiving type..usually..but that doesnt mean i wont turn a bad leaf on you and give u the JoJo!!! u sing it girl!!! aww~~

2- What Would Best Describe Your Best Personality?
Nothing lasts forever - Maroon 5
Erm, im thinking....
mebe its tryin to say....
erm....
I'm going to be gone if u dont catch me now?
yeah, i think so...s
so ladies..sile2..*blush2* :p

3- What Do You Like In A Guy / Girl?
Burn-usher
Yeah, prolly someone who can burn me..i mean, not literally..passionately i mean..
wuu...deep...

4- How Do You Feel Today?
Stuck in the middle - Mika
Mika, u took the words right out of my gaping mouth..
stuck in the middle between there and nowhere..next stop? somewhere!!!

5- What Is Your Life Purpose?
Black and White - INXS
Being transparent?
or being the guy who mans the photocopier?
i cant decide..owh life's choices..owhhhh

6- What Is You Motto?
Shake ya tailfeather- Nelly
wuh..hot~~

7- What Do Your Friends Think About You?
Sayap Patah - Dewa
Entah.. u gossip about my wings ka? aww~~~

8- What Do You Think About Your Parents?
Rock n Roll star - oasis
Hahaha, yeah!!!! They do rock!!!
Cmon dad, lets go to that gig we've been dying to go too!! lol~

9- What Do You Think About Very Often?
Sedang Ingin Bercinta - Dewa
right...(-_-")

10- What Do You Think About Bestie?
Numa-numa- O-zone
I have no idea what a Bestie is...owh well..
numa numa yeh~~

11- What Do You Think Of The Person You Like?
Mesmerize - Jarule feat Ashanti
Sweet...nuff said..

12- What’s Your Life Story?
Good LIfe - Kanye West
Nicely said..its good..good..not complete..but good...

13- What Do You Want To Be When Grow Up?
Disco Lazy time
like i told you..im a lazybum..sue me..

14- What Do You Think When You See The Person You Like?
Are u gonna be my girl - Jet
whaa....
spot on!!!

15- What Do Your Parents Think Of You?
All we are- One republic
i think all of their children makes them who they are, and vice versa..
aww...shuwiit~~

16- What Will You Dance To At Your Wedding?
Pupus - Dewa
wuu, slow rock..i can dig that..ladies?

17- What’s Your Hobby / Interest?
SYair si Pari pari - Zamani
aku romantis gitu..*blush2*

18- What’s Your Biggest Fear?
Raise Up - Petey Pablo
err...pills?

19- What’s Your Biggest Secret?
Manusia sempurna - Nidji
shh, im actually...deep deep deep deep, have to look very hard..and long..deep inside..
im a perfectionist!!!

20- What Do You Think About The Person Who Started This Tag?
How to save a life - The Fray
Whoever started this tag..apparently u need help from The Fray..

21- What Do You Think About The Person Who Tagged You To Do This Entry?
Nada Melankolik Malaya - The Times
Kita nada malaysia..yeah, keep writing!!!

erm..fuh2...that was long..;p

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would it hurt, to show some emotion? because I am here, and you're there...and we ain't showing none..

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Aku malas sket..

Aku sudah lama tak update?
mengapa?

kerana aku tak ada buah fikiran/senario yang aku boleh kembangkan berjela2..

aku tak ingin buat short post banyak2...

nampak seperti tak berfikir panjang...

aku tahu, ade yang setia klik ke pautan untuk ke laman ini, with hope of reading something new..

maaf, aku kecewakan kamu semua..

full blown entry will come by the end of the week!!!!

in the meantime..ive been tagged by the brains behind The Hate Journal:

mari2..kita isi masa lapang di ofis..

8 fakta random behind the classy exterior of Mr Fusyi

Facts are,

1. I hate tomatoes..cant stand them...the only way ill ever consume them is either in a burger, or from a bottle....

2. I have a fetish for watches and shoes..
aku suka melawat kedai2 jam dan kasut...masuk pusing2..lihat jam2 yang ada..dan mengigau apabila jumpa yang berkenan...ill be content if i own a different watch for each day of the month..


3. Ahli kumpulan Nasyid satu masa dahulu..ye, aku pernah pergi competition nasyid..arena pertama aku perdengarkan suara aku to the masses..
tak hairan mengapa kadang2 suara aku juga boleh sedap didengar. kan?

4. aku suka naik public transpot..

mengapa? interaction..when else can we mix around among us..ok, we might not tegur each other..but the occasional stumbling across and old friend or flame is worth the gamble any day..
plus, aku suka people watch..

5. blood makes me dizzy..

im an engineer..not a doctor..live with it..

6. aku suka when we swim, we have our ears submersed, and all we can hear are the water rumblings.. the peaceful sounds underneath i just cant find anywhere else..its dreamy..

7. My favourite drink is 100plus..
go and have a jog..run2..run2..and when letih, and feel like dah tak larat, like betul2 penat..take a sip of cold 100plus...
its a rush

8. I was a devout bookworm, i wouldve burn thru a book a day..now, i find there are other things worth reading...
newspaper..
magazines..
peoples blogs...
people's body language

yeah...ive moved from a being a bookworm, to being a just a reading worm..now, is that a bad thing? *nerd alert*

ok, so not a whole lot of interesting things, but hey..it said random facts..not random secrets..

u want to know a secret?

the ure going to have to dig it out of me...

jika kamu rasa ingin buat juga..sile2lah...tak perlu tunggu aku tag kamu..;p

have a nice day now people~

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

jump jump!!!

argh..bosan

aku inginkan kelainan dalam hidup..

let me out of this friggin box..

pernah kamu tonton channel Discovery Travel and Living?

itu channel kegemaran aku..sekali dengan MTV, Channel [V], dan juga E! (ya, aku up-to-date juga).. tapi itu laen hal..

aku sering kali khayal..bagaimana rasanya agak2 jika aku boleh travel ke seluruh dunia seperti mereka ? panjat gunung..melawat bandar2 dan perkampungan di negara orang..backpacking..

resolution for 2008... to travel...aku ingin..ingin sangat..

alangkah hebat jika aku seperti watak dalam movie Jumper? lompat2 ke sana sini..sape perlukan passport? and legs for that matter...;p



resah juga dua tiga hari...

kenapa?

ah, aku tak dapat nak hasilkan apa2 yang bermutu..

Lucille ditinggalkan di atas katil..isteri no 2 yang kepinggiran sejak kugiranku berada dalam uncertain hiatus..

Eton pula...bergelap..kaca matanya yang baru masih belum sampai..aku sudah mula risau takut ia hilang ditelan..















doesnt make any sense?

haha, abstract is the only way i write these days..aku suka...

oh, kalau2 kamu salah tafsir, aku bukan dilanda Teenage Affluenza


ah, bosan2..baik aku kemaskan bilik..
mari2. ade orang mahu tolong?

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Arent we all, deep inside?..

Serabut..

serabut dengan kerja, serabut dengan keinginan..

I've worked hard past month, so i think a little self reward is at hand..

ya, aku self motivator..acknowledge titik peluh sendiri.....

so, apa yang aku buat untuk self motivate?

aku quote ayat bapa aku sendiri:
"Rather than u finish up ur earnings on funny things, maybe u should try and get stuff untuk self appearance"

aku bukan jenis yang suke spend for myself..

aku shopping baju di F.O.S (bukan lagi Reject Shop kerana fashion taste aku sudah naik sedikit..)
beli kasut di Bata..
akan membeli di Parkson atau seangkatan hanya jika sale melebihi 50%..
akan membeli di Parkson atau seangkatan jika bersenjatakan a person who would pay for me..

aku tak akan bayar harga retail..

macam perempuan, pantang sale, ade sahaja muka aku kat shopping complex...
ah, pedulikan, aku bukan kaya raya untuk bayar retail..biarlah baju season lepas..

cheapskate..

ape point aku sebenarnya?

oh ya, self reward..




Juga dibeli dengan sale 50%..tak perlu tanya brand..
ya..aku cheapskate...

aku masih belum cukup kaya untuk own jam harga sebiji kete kancil sekenhand..
bagaimana mahu kahwin jika terus begini?
Hantaran mintak 50% diskaun..;p

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Aku pantang dicabar

Aku dituduh terjebak..

bukan terjebak wahai Sang Putri, tetapi mengikut arus..aku tak mahu menjadi tembok batu ditengah jalan..

aku juga tak mahu menjadi kucing jinak pabila merasakan diri singa..

kamu cabar aku dengan cara baru?

bring it on bebeh..

kata Sang Putri..
Ambil gambar apa yang ada dalam bag kamu.

Atau poket kamu. Atau laci. Atau almari buku. Atau kabinet dapur.


Aku tak punyai beg, maka aku ambil apa yang ada pada diri aku..5 benda yang paling berharga..man-bag yang aku bawa ke hulu hilir tak punyai apa2 barang berharga..

maka..inilah















dari kana ke kiri

1. dompet pitis
pendek kata aku bawak ke mana2..tak punyai pitis yang banyak..cume resit2 yang aku simpan entah mengapa..oh, juga ade gambar muke sendiri beberapa keping, just in case ade peminat mahu signed autograph..

kamu mahu sekeping?..aku signkan khas..

2. dua bentuk cincin
bukan cincin tunang mahupon cincin kawen..aku masih lagi bujang..ade gadis2 yang sedang mencari?..*senyum sinis*

3. kunci kereta
kunci kereta bukan kepunyaan aku..ramai bilang kereta yang aku bawa ke hulu hilir adalah milik aku. tetapi sebenarnya, ia adalah milik mak aku...
kereta porche aku masih di bengkel........

4. henpon
dalam gambar nampak mcm itam sahaja. tetapi itu adalah tempat di mana henpon aku bersembunyi...ade orang kata macam perempuan sahaja letak henpon dlm soft case..

ah, pedulikan..aku sudah ranapkan banyak henpon kerana letak mereka bersama kunci2 serta syiling2...

tambahan, yang ini special kerana aku beli dengan duit sendiri...go figure...

5. jam tangan brand orang tak pernah dengar

aku tak dapat keluar rumah tanpa punyai jam di tangan..masa itu penting..i take time seriously...aku rasa amat kesal jika aku lambat sampai ke destinasi..

jam ini sudah lama...aku rasa sudah tiba masanya untuk aku gantikannya...

ade orang mahu belikan aku?


kene tag lima orang laen ke?

ah, aku nak tag sume rakan2 yang baca..anda baca maka anda di TAG..


harap maklum..

atarashi tokei o kaimashita..:D

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Aku di TAG

Apa maknanya bila anda di TAG?..aku sendiri juga tak pasti, tapi aku rasa inilahnye kot...

1. Pilih 5 atau 50 pautan kegemaran.
2. Tag balik 5 orang.
3. Pautan haruslah suci.
4. Maklumkan orang yang ditag.
5. Sebut nama orang yang tag kamu.

well then, here goes..

1. Pilih 5 atau 50 pautan kegemaran.

easy peasy...

1. Pautan blog2 rakan2 ku..pagi2 sebelum mula bekerja, aku akan lawati blog2 rakan, tengok if ade update...so rakan2, tahulah kamu bahawa aku sedia membaca hasil2 nukilan kamu semua..

awww~~ manis bukan?

2. www.engadget.com
Laman wajib aku lawati untuk satisfy my technological cravings..this is where i get my gadget updates..where i know what sort of tech is out in the world...takdelah ketinggalan apabila ditanya
pendapat mengenai Macbook terbaru keluaran Apple, atau apakah itu SSD (kalau kamu bijak tny diri sendiri adakah anda tahu ape itu SSD?)..;p

3. www.photomalaysia.com dan seangkatan
Laman where i get my photography fix..id usually go and see wat people are selling and reviews on stuff....

this is not a phase..no its not...

4. www.thestar.com.my
perlukah aku terangkan untuk apa aku lawat? ....

5. www.deviantart.com
i a m a n a r t e n t h u s i a s t


2.Tag balik 5 orang.
erm, perlukan mereka yang ade blog?

kalau begitu

sang putri
kong
deyna
jazlin
encik pundak


3. Pautan haruslah suci.

aku bukan vulgar seperti seseorang itu...

4. Maklumkan orang yang ditag.

mereka baca blog aku..pandai2lah mereka nanti..;p

bajet pemes...

5. Sebut nama orang yang tag kamu.

cherryness..u got blog meh??

Mari Bercerita

Have u noticed that im into photography?
well, bukan photography semata2, but art..art as a whole

it can be music, photos, even writing..yes, im into it..

"I'm an engineer (to be) by profession, an artist by impression"

Yes, that sums me up at the moment..

KAYAKAN DIRI DENGAN ILMU ILMUAN

Dalam usaha untuk mempertingkatkan ilmu dunia fotog, I have registered myself in a photography course..It stated there Basic Photography Course..
herm, mebe i dont know the basics, since I learn thru people most of the times, and thru self experience..mebe i dont have the nessesary basics..

With Sang Putri and Hati Lara in toe, off we went, KLCC the venue was...Sony Style..truthfully, i was hoping there were going to be practical based, but it pretty much talked about the features of the Sony Alpha and how to use it in real practice..
although one could know most of it by reading the manual (which i did, thrice...), its reaffirming when a pro tells u how and when to use it..

It was interesting at first, but the hafway thru..i got sleepy...(-_-")...lectures je sleepy, the heavy lunch didnt help either!!

I THOUGHT I WAS HUNGRY...

Sebelum ke the photography course, i was starving..i rili was...with nothin to eat for breakfast, i was looking forward to a good lunch..i was ready to eat anywhere, as long as its food, food!!!
Sang Putri sagested we went to chilis, heck, i didnt even argue..thats how hungry i was..

We ordered like we were refugees at an all u can eat..

"U know the porportions are like, huge Fasyi?"

"I'll finish it!!"

This is wat we got...














Mushroom beef burgers from Hati Lara
Chiken Fajitas from Sang Putri

Country Fried Chiken from Mr Fusyi

Bottomless Chip Dips

OK..after eating the starter alone, i was already haf full...and to go thru the chiken?..ngaaa...seksa2...good thing it was delish..if not sure bazir..




















Wirawati Hati Lara, bersama Raksasa Sang Putri tengah gembira kerana lapar, dan makanan bakal sampai..owh, juga tgh promosi magazine yang dipinjam..(-_-")..u get commission ladies?

with help from raksasa Sang Putri dan wirawati Hati Lara........we still din finish it....

i think we need to bring Kong along next time..kan?

*note to self..order salad next time...*


IN THE SPIRIT OF PHOTOGRAPHY..

Watched Shutter too today...

konon2 go with the whole tema of the day...photo2..




















Aku cuba google gambar poster Shutter yang American version, tapi tak jumpa..tengok je lah yang ini...aku malas nak mencari..;p

so..

how was it u ask?

erm....

id say funny...

why?

u should see the postition the ladies were taking when watching (-_-")

i think their eyes were closed for about a quarter thru the movie..

me?

sheesh, i keep my cool lah, do u rili need to ask? ;p

ok ladies, dont wet ur pants now!!


AKU INGIN MILIK SEMUA




















There are some pretty cool film cameras in the market..
Leica..Lomo

leica being super expensive..ive been eyeing a Lomo, an action sampler to be exact..

but i cant help but be wanting all of them!!!

Semua jenis yang kamu semua nampak di atas ini, ye, saya mahu semuanya!!!!

cepat simpan duit..cepat2..lupekan sahaja tabung kahwin tuh, gune duit itu untuk puaskan nafsu fotografi ku!!!!!

kalau kamu bijak, namakan semua jenis camera yang kamu dapat lihat di dalam gambar diatas..

kalau kamu rasa kamu bijak lah..

AKU RASA AKU SUDAH TINGGI..ATAU KAU MAKIN PENDEK?





"Pendeknye~~"
"eh, kamu baru perasan ke?" *ketawa guling2


Sorry tubs, mebe u need to get in more calcium in ur diet..hahaha









AKU DITANGKAP BERSAMA GADIS SUPERHERO
















Bertopeng untuk kemana hun?

H.I.D?

Hunk In Distress

lets keep the flying to a minimal..i hate flying..;p


FIN
















Aku sudah tunaikan janjiku...letak gambar kamu-kamu di dalam blog..apekah kamu rasa femes?

let not the stardom get to u...yet..hahahaha