Interested

Interest, it is an interest thing...

how long can your interest stay interesting...for how long does the fire stay once its started..does it need to be rekindled after a while, or does it stay hot without need of fueling?

herm..it depends really laa kn? what that interest may be..

interest in a particular hobby can last for years...interest in a person?..thats more complicated i guess..that can last years or it can just last a moment..not possible for just a moment u say?
let me cite you an example:

Two guys walking around town,they be chillin, when they spot a fox of a girl a few metres away..An intellectual discussion follows

Guy1: waa that girl so hot lah~

Guy2:ya laa, wuu wuu!! hot hoooot~~

Guy1:Go2!! I dare you to talk to her bro!

Guy2:ME?? why not you?? aih, chaaaa..u think i got no b*lls aa..ok2, i go!! (pulls up pants)

Guy 2 walks up to girl, silently as possible, coming up to her from behind..kunun2 to get her off guard, thus increasing his chance of scoring (lame I know..not all of us do that)...then the Girl rips one out..flatulence (look it up to you people...if u dont know what it means)...Guy 2 faints from the initial wave that hit....

Guy2: Kenot go la bro....kenot...(pukes)



So ok, not a good story...the point here is..if there is one...is that interest can become uninteresting with just one event..one cause..one reason...

It may be big,may be small...

one thing can send douse the flame that was burning inside, reducing it to nothing more than burnt imprints of what was...

how do we stay interested?

let us ponder..

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currently listening to

Britney spears-gimme more & piece of me...brit still rocks apparently..nice~

So its a little late..and its not even a resolution

A week late, but its better than not having any..
Setelah termenung tengok ceiling for days on end, ive finally figured out what i would like to accomplish this year..

i categorize them into two main parts
1) what i would like to have done by end of 2008
2) what i would like to own by end of 2008 (bermakna membeli/orang bagi/curik orang len nye)

see, a lot of thought went into this, so pull up a chair and do read on, by all mean~

1) what i would like to have done by end of 2008
a. Daki mana2 gunung/bukit yang femes di Malayis, if tak daki pon, naik cable car oso can..;p
b. learn at least 100 different solo's from old rock classics (means have to buy electric guitar lah, means i have to buy it first see item 2b)
c. Go to Bali/out of the country..i like to travel, but havent traveled out of the country on my own...sape nak join kasi nama!!
d. take the train, and travel all over the peninsula...interesting idea that was planned last year, but never executed.

There are a lot more things I would like to accomplish, but lets just list down a few here..If im done with them early, then I'll tackle the rest...

Just hope i remember to do them before the year is out..;p

So the next part would be:

2) what i would like to own by the end of 2008
a. A DSLR (tak lama dah nih, insyaAllah)
b. electric guitar..my semi is sounding positively unworthy for my rock inclined ears...
c. expensive shoes. Before this always wear cheap ones...sayang to buy expensive ones because afraid ill wear em out too fast because of the daily walks to lecture..
d. A Tag Heuer or Tissot or setaraf watch.. I appreciate well made timepieces...
e. A tennis raquet...So that i dont have to pinjam orang len nye everytime I want to go play ;p

erm...looking at it again, seems like im material driven...

perhaps i am...but hey, they are just guidelines, perhaps ill save up enough money to get all these things, and then end up not buying any of them at all...lol


boss just came, better get to work..
later people~

Hurts my feelings..yes it does

Just cant run away from it..its in everyone's family...i think its a disease...it really is...

why do they do that? why why why!!!

dammit

hurts my feelings when it happens..and when you try to counter, they say stuff that'll somehow or another shift it back on you..

"alaa, nk cover laa tu"


im sorry if its not good enough, maybe you should take the wheel and drive...perhaps that would be best, up to your expectations...perhaps...

and dont say its reverse psychology and what not, because its not.... it just plain hurts people..

d*mnit

im at a point where i know, further arguments will produce nothing whatsoever, pointless to the part where its like talking to yourself...

I have enough control to walk away calmly from the confrontation, and here i am, letting it out...

MCR-I dont love you & 30 seconds to mars - the kill-----> remedy music





better of swearing here in cyberspace...

dam*it!!!!!

i need time to cool off...

i need a good talk...