私は黒いのおよび白に住んでいる

I am black, and have lived in white...
make it as clear as that, no grey area please.

Yeah, itu 戯曲王

Sunday morning..

8:02 a.m....i should be catching up on lost sleep..tapi aku tak dapat nak tidur..

so here I am.

yeah, last entry was a week ago..last weekend..

I know i do not have a steady fan base of readers, who would want to read this blog anyways?

Tapi tidak mengapa, demi kepuasan hati sahaja sebab aku menulis blog ini..biarlah orang tak ada orang yang ambil kisah...

mungkin kamu bilang...
"Dramatic giler mamat nih..blah ar"

yes, aku juga boleh buat drama telenovela yang hebat..there's some pretty nifty skeletons in my closet..but lets leave it at that..

Minggu yang panjang..long and never ending it seemed...mata sudah mirip si beruang panda, tak cukup masa untuk bermimpi agaknya..

my chain of thought are always interrupted by other things too as of late..interrupted abruptly, and without warning...im letting alot of things get to me..

Papa Roach - Scars...aneh, tertiba lagu ini bermain2 di fikiran.

私を必要とすると言いなさい。


yeah, ill spare u the d*mn drama..

its going to be a tough couple of weeks, period...

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setelah sekian lama, baru maklumat sampai ke telinga..

information that i was seeking out tahun 2005..

2008, baru dapat tahu..its a little late now dear...things have changed, and I for one follow the same trend..

story of my life..late for everthing, and would wonder later how things would have been if I had made a decision earlier..

事が異なっていよういかにか

Its Sunday, orang lain semua keluar bersuka ria...aku juga mahu...

今女の子を見つけるため ;p

have a nice day

wrapping up the weekend

It seems the standard would never be raised..

I have been a steady customer for KTM Komuter for years now..taking it whenever i decide to go to the capital because for one, im no pro on the streets of KL, and two, i hate the traffic jams...taking public transport into town is easier, cheaper and less of a hassle..unless of course your on the komuter during rush hours..

dammit, its a crying shame that such services that the public uses extensively is poorly maintained..1 trains in an hour??..lemme tell u this, in an hour, the number of people accumulate can fill an empty carriage, inikan pula one that is already full!!

f*uck that, they should be sending it out more frequently dammit!!

yeah, i know its normal, but i think i have been patient with it long enough...

good thing i was traveling alone though...i became an *ssho*le for a bit, closing my eyes, and used my God given strength to just push thru the crowd and get my sorry ass inside the ruddy train..
imagine if i had to bring my mother along, or my grandma, or a lady...cant expect them to push in too..

why not taxi?...saving..i had half a mind to just take a cab home, but no, i was on the verge of saving up for something..so cut corners wherever possible..

yeah, call me cheap, all i know is i want to cash in as much as i can ...asap...

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hey2, seems tht my younger bro is starting to pick up guitar..hahaha,
keep on trainin bro, and soon ill be able to take u jamming for a bit..eventho im not that good meself..;p

bler nak g jam nih people?

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went bowling yesterday at MID..been a while since last i went bowling, so yesterday was a bit of a stress relief therapy..throwing heavy balls at innocent pins as hard as u can...
yeah, anger management courses should make this as their official sport or samting..

and oh,first time bowled in the dark with the UV lights on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gler aa, like...super cool!!! (i know, jakun...)

almost feels like bowling in a disco!!(never been to one though...but have been to prom dates before...dark room with lights, and people dancing around though they dont know how..;p)

feeling sorry for the dude who was dancing at the bowling alley in the dark yesterday..bajet happening..(-_-")..abes bakul2 penuh dgn kutukan..aih2..





thats my weeekend in a wrap..break it down fershizzle nizzle...*does gangsta sign*

peace