Its your will but not nessesarily mine

There are things i do not understand..things i cannot apprehend..things that are not within my power to decide nor it is for me to decide..

How have would u have considered your life has been?

I am asking not whether ure happy with ur life or not, here i am asking whether u have lived ur life the way you have envisioned it,or whether it has been jammed into a template set by others..

Of course, people will have their expectations of how u should turn out, on how u should be when you grow up, and how it would all end..but to expect one to follow others expectation like a regime is sometimes too much to be asked..

I have my own expectation in life, have my own vision on how i would like to lead my life..and when people crush down on it, expecting me to live according to their expectations...it doesnt go so well with me..

I would like to think i live my life well.. i study, i do my jobs, im not into any bad social habits like drugs/smoking/drinking..nor have i been mixing it up with the wrong crowd..
Ive kept my nose clean, yes, that much i think i have done..

so when there are individuals who question my moral values, then it just fires me up..

Sometimes talking about it doesnt seem like a good idea, because more or less I would have already known before hand the ending..

Sometimes its just hard i guess when your feelings are not considered when decision are made...decisions that effects u directly....

people telling you how to live your own life...

i have my own expectations, what would it take for others to respect it and respond...thats all i
ask...

Lets do that again!!

had a great weekend~
yep2..all the tension and boredom and gloom that hung over was shone away by a good ol laugh about..

PICNIC!!! wee~~~

Went to a picnic in Putrajaya last sunday, at Taman Putra Perdana..woke up as early as 5:30 to get ready...ready in my case here is to knock on mum's door and wake her up so that she can prep the food for us (thanksies to Mum!!!)..its not that i cant prepare it on my own, id just rather not..plus, i dont think it would have turned out as good...me with my clumsy hands..;p

The plan initally was to catch the sunrise..but memandangkan pukul 7 tu baru sampai Putrajaya, guess it was not possible..sepatutnye we shud be there by 630 or sumthing.
oh well, maybe next time..;p

Truth be told, i was pelik2 sket nak g picnic at the Taman Putra Perdana..sbb when we arrive, orang there were like in their tracks and were jogging around..while we were in our jeans and carrying food and gear...wasn't even sure if tmpt tu can do picnic or not...
tp since ramai, so bedal je lah..kene halau, ramai2 kene halau~ lol

so what did we eat?
there were:
spageti by mr kong
senwich saden by geng2 SS/17
senwich tuna by yours truly
nasi goreng pedas by miss seorang
snacks and drinks

so ok, not a whole lot considering there were 14 of us, but we were full in the end..thank goodness for that coz we needed the energy for the crazy photo sessions that followed..

iri hati ini biler rakan2 bawa kluar kamera masing2..semua macam senapang patah, dgn lens yang harga lebih mahal daripada seluruh pakaian yang aku pakai aritu+duit dlm wallet+duit dlm bank aku...

terasa kecil pula digital kamera sendiri..kalau mereka seperti senapang patah, aku punya seperti kotak air, dgn straw tercucuk di tepi untuk lens..

jadi, satu hari tu, kamera yang aku bawa sempat melihat matahari sekejap je, laen masa aku sorok dlm poket..sudah tiba masa untuk tanganku bermesra dgn dslr orang~

hasilnye?


"Lompat jang lompat!!"



















"Its my road, yes it is..."







"Is this how i jump?"


















"U aim the pointy bit there, and then press the button"
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yeah, we had fun~ jumping around, horsing around, and just being silly..intoxicating when youre with good friends...


so people..whats next?