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Ingin mengatakan sesuatu..

mengatakan isnt the right word..meluahkan?

My BM sucks...(-_-")

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Sudah makin meningkat usia, mencecah angka dua dekad+lebey sedikit...
Apekah yang telah dikecapi selama ini?
What have i done, what havent I done, and what shouldve been done..

In some cultures, at the ripe age of 21, ure expected to be independant, get your own place, and move out of ur parents..independant here means financially too..
The question here now is..can we survive if we were to follow that standard..off on our own when we're 21?..interesting..

Its a matter of choices here...really...
would you like to live alone, but free to do what u want when u want and how u want, but meaning u have to fork out your own meal and rent ?
or would u prefer living with parents, still being able to do things u want, but not nessecarily when u want or how u want...but dont have to think of rent..or malnutrition.


choices choices choices...when are we ever rid of them..ngaa

I like being able to go out, when i want..when ade duit aa that is...
socializing, mixing around with different people..catchin up with old friends, making new friends along the way..it nice..and i like to consider myself blessed...to be surrounded with so many friends with so many different characters..

its always messy when ure surrounded with people who dont understand u, or people who live their life differently that what ure accustomed to...
they dont understand you...yet..
you dont understand them...yet..

I do try my best to fit in whenever encountering new cliques..i do..

they way I see it, the more friends i have, the more people i can borak2 with or hang out with..

the way my parents see it..the more friends i have..the more choices i get to pilih2(pilih ape, cube teke)....(-_-")...

a little early to be thinking of that..
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I had a friend..

A girl..telling me

"Boys dont make good bfs, suke buat orang broken heart"

herm...ouch...

Sure hope im not in the same category...
So here to all the ladies out there..reading this..

I cannot promise you that everything will be a bed of roses, but I can promise you that, for the life of me, I will try not to break any of your hearts. I'll try my best, and we can hope that it just works out...
call me- 012-391****...
hahaha...crazy..self promo..how desperate can a guy get..

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What do you do when there's something in ur head that u just cant stop thinking about?

John Mayer-Im Gonna Find Another You

Have a gud one

What am i , and to who?

The things that we run for, always seem to run a step further..just a pinch away

John Mayer-Dreaming with a broken heart..fitting

There are some things i'm willing to wait for...although I may be the only one waiting..

I'd better start on something else before i go into depression
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I've spent many nights now, doing what most Malaysians do best, lepak-ing..a fine art that we Malaysians have perfected over generations..heck, the mapley(mamak place) thrived on this art we fine tune religiously as a country, as people, united, without the thoughts of riots and what not. mapleys use to be so few many years ago, far contradicting to the situation now..a new mapley opening every now and then..here where i live for example, each housing area has at least one, and all are jam packed, friday nights!

here, we can sit over the casual teh tarik, among friends, among would be friends..among enemies...
we can talk politics, critisize, analyze and pesterize any topic that is on our mind without having to look over our shoulder, afraid that the ISA could come over any second and snatch u off from ur seat..
yes, its an open air debate over a cup of tea

chance to expand ur mind-yes
chance to hear to other peoples opinions-yes
chance to express one's thoughts-yes

chance to express one's feelings?..herm...

proposal during a roti canai break...doesnt sound too romantic now does it?

talking is good, but its nothing compared to the chat u have with people who understand u..
its the small things that matters..

20 years on this earth, and i can remember all the best conversations i had (because they only happened just recently;p).....

so talk, people, dont keep urself in..
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I cannot help but wonder...why is it..do i..enjoy going to work?
well, its not work, its just industrial training..still...i enjoy going there...why?

Dad asked me
"Do you like going there?"

I pondered..and said
"yes..why?"

"owh, so thats why u seem so happy these days.."

so ok, i like going to work, but does it rili show?...am i turning into one of those japanese drone workers?..bleak..boring..and wud luv nothing more than to go to work on a sunday...

ive never been a rajin fellow, tak pernah..ive always been a malas person, for as long as i can remmbr..so when people say they see me liking going to work..well, thats something that i didnt even notice..

am i destined to be the office husband, or the loser who has a job..but no chick?
the one who works late into the night...because there is no one elsewhere waiting for him?

i wonder..and i wonder...and i wonder sumore..

thing is...i can see it happening now....(-_-")

find the cool switch on me, somebody, and turn it on..pronto...


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