"And now i know, when I felt missing, u felt nothing. And i used to wonder why angels like you had enemies."

6 am, friday..

i think im up for a quick type..very quick

no, im not reviving this space fully yet..but i feel that I have too much canned up inside to sleep.

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its amazing how some things can sometimes take a sharp turn. from being on a fairly forward road, suddenly coming into a turnpike that most likely came as abruptly as it left. while some sudden upheavals are welcome, some are more or less..feared..

fear..not sure its the entirely correct term to use..
hands shake, palms break in a sweats, and you hyperventilate.

things we fear, seems to always creep on us, doesn't it?
you scared of cockroaches?
bam, there'll be one on ur bed.

you scared of embarassing urself?
bam, u fall face flat whilst walking on stage.

if u fear, fear itself..bam!! out comes satan from hell itself.

point is..everybody fears, and anticipating its coming is what drives some people crazy.
drives some people into depression. drives some people into insomnia. some, to suicide.

the most common fear? I would have to put my money on one.

fear of change.

things change, people change, and perceptions change. and its these changes that some fear for their life, fear that they are inadequate to adjust to, and they break into pieces miserably way even before anything happens.

is u still in one piece mista?
shit..

ignorance is bliss.
true..

hope is overrated
arguable.

life is a dream.
probably..




ramblings, but its whats keeping me up and keeping me sane.
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interesting year this is going to be.

Eton gemok sket

Sale,gadis gadis pergi shpng baju+kasut. Me?i go gadget hunting.lol~

there are such things as a happy ending.

hello there,

so hey, its been a while since i dropped a few words..its been a tough hella past few months...and it hopefully ends tomorrow (and hopefully continue on a year from tomorrow..*crosses fingers*)

so, what has been up lately huh? wat has been up eh..well, a lot actually, there was this and that, and oh, that too...but most have been over for a while, so i dont think its worth mentioning here...

so, since i know that some of my office buddies could be reading this (God knows where they got the URL, now i cant critic about work so much), id tease them on random pictures of the workplace..im sure they'd love to see their faces on the net..

makes u feel famous kan? lol~

so, here goes..




















farewell for us trainees, opening speech, onlookers with hungry faces..




















"wuu, kek...."




















rakan2 engineer...yang pakai baju canterbury tu single, tgh mencari, jika anda rasa diri anda perempuan, chinese look@pan asian look, sile lah contact die..syah@trisys.com.my (iklan berbayar)
















happy faces...and full ones..














sesi buka PO..time kasih banyak2 sebab bwk kitorang skali~

dan kita akhiri dengan skandal 2008...
















ps: id put more pics in, but most of em are crappy, Eton became victim of many, many untrained hands..(as if mine were any better.)

sincerely,
mrfusyi.

so, its the end huh?

thank you,..really... thank you very much....

*one liner, yeah, i hate it, but there's not more things i can say without sounding too emotional..so lets just keep this professional.

another note..

dear people,

terasa seperti hidup ini penuh dengan mimpi2..impian-impian yang entah dari mana datangnya..
aku dah beberapa kali mendapati diri lalai dibuai imaginasi..
ketika sebelum tidur..
ketika kerja...
ketika tengok tv (ya, aku mengelamun sambil menonton Friends..owh, aku rasa watak Joey patut menang oscar or something..ke dah ade?)
ketika memandu kereta..

its true...i space out a lot...
stare at ceilings..at people..at space...

hey, its almost like a hobby...kan kan kan?

wonder if i can put that in my frenster profile,
Male, 21, Its complicated,
loves to space out in public..and sometimes in the toilet too..

im sure that'll attract some interesting people huh?
(ya, aku tak punyai facebook, malas mahu update..myspace ada, tapi terbiar.......pedulikan)


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kepada rakan2 seangkatan, yang kini berada di bawah naugan syarikat2 kejuruteraan..

to put it simply into easily understandable, uncomplicated words...


"Lets go get ourselves a good effin holiday dammit!!!"

aku sirius..betul...

tolonglah..tolong..

si perintih..

mrfusyi

collection of notes to people outhere

dear me,

lets start with a quote

yesterday was history, tomorrow mystery.. and today is a gift, that is why it is called present..

funny thing, it so makes sense, aside the fact that line came from a cartoon movie, i definitely think i can learn from it..

appreciating the now..

the what that we have
the who that we know

stop and smell the flowers..yeah, heard that like a bizillion times..but how far have we swooped down among the bushes for a wiff?

im in fifth gear always it seems..especially for the past couple of months..and i look forward for a chance to stick it into neutral for a bit..

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dear people,

my sympathies to those who look forward to full filling their quota for 4 wives..

why?

lets just say i had a taste...i can categorize them mainly into four different attributes..
theres the always hungry bini,
theres the bowling pro bini,
theres the 'jalan2 sket ilang entah ke mana' bini,
and theres the 'senyum kejap, serious kejap tapi most of the time gelak2' bini,

good thing they get along well..and not become pro-wrestlers bini's..

and good thing im not stuck with them..

lol..

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dear tubby,

i re-act the scene, for my laughter...

action!

"where's my shoe?"

"wa?"

"im effin serious, my shoe is missing!!" (padini style shoes that look like its seen better days)

"err, inside mebe?"

"nope.."

"somebody stole it prolly tubs..guess no taking the LRT home now huh?"*giggles*

the host kindly gave a new pair for the victim to wear, crocodile pula tu..

trade in padini for crocodile..that aint so bad now is it?

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dear seorang.

chin up

pray...and have faith..

rest assured there will always be The Almighty to hear your prayers..

GodWilling.

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dear reader,

im sori im such a lazy ass to update this..but inspiration eludes me these days..

thank goodness nobody is paying me to write, or they'd be pretty frustrated..

lol



sincerely signed..
mrfusyi