6 am, friday..
i think im up for a quick type..very quick
no, im not reviving this space fully yet..but i feel that I have too much canned up inside to sleep.
its amazing how some things can sometimes take a sharp turn. from being on a fairly forward road, suddenly coming into a turnpike that most likely came as abruptly as it left. while some sudden upheavals are welcome, some are more or less..feared..
fear..not sure its the entirely correct term to use..
hands shake, palms break in a sweats, and you hyperventilate.
things we fear, seems to always creep on us, doesn't it?
you scared of cockroaches?
bam, there'll be one on ur bed.
you scared of embarassing urself?
bam, u fall face flat whilst walking on stage.
if u fear, fear itself..bam!! out comes satan from hell itself.
point is..everybody fears, and anticipating its coming is what drives some people crazy.
drives some people into depression. drives some people into insomnia. some, to suicide.
the most common fear? I would have to put my money on one.
fear of change.
things change, people change, and perceptions change. and its these changes that some fear for their life, fear that they are inadequate to adjust to, and they break into pieces miserably way even before anything happens.
is u still in one piece mista?
ignorance is bliss.
hope is overrated
life is a dream.
ramblings, but its whats keeping me up and keeping me sane.